My friends

Sitting on the balcony, it seems to me, there is no much to do.
Sitting on my knees I look up and glimpse the lit sky.
I wonder what is the next.
I wonder if I am here for the best.
I wonder why I wonder, as this is a circle with no end.

Sometimes I am extremely confused,
and other times I find easily the beauty of the unify.

Sitting on the balcony the doorway for heaven is being opened,
although there´s just cement underneath.

Joy come, I pray, although I know it is time to wait.
Time to wait for what it is indeed, already here.

I smell the sun. I feel the soil. I embrace the air. I touch the sky.
And as the rainbow, they bring me hope, they care of me of not to feel alone.

Sitting on the balcony. It is seems there is not much to do.
In fact, there is not much to do, but staying here, close to my friends.

Times for reflection. Times for praying. Times for expanding the self.

 :)

A cup of tea

I fear of you coming in.
I fear of you not coming in.
There´s pain on my stomach and still place for one more tea.

Resilience as a strength, neither too strong, nor too weak.
Like the tea.

Connection is the reason. Quick reaction is the nightmare.

I feel separated although I long for that thread.

I fear of you coming in.
I fear of you not coming in.
What should I do in between?

I just want to be on my own and so, you scare me.
But scarcity is illusory so please, take me out of this.
So please, relive the consciousness within me.

I really wish a cup of tea.

Tonight

The clouds are on their place.

I'm sitting on my couch. The window is a bit open, so I can feel the snow breeze on my face.

The clouds are on their place.

The atmosphere is that quiet that I can feel the peace on my face.

The clouds are on their place.

And are also moving away, but still I can feel what there is within the space.

The clouds are on their place.

Everything is running and nothing can stop my delight.

The clouds are on their place.

My body sketchs such a smile.

And it is not just a smile, but the perfect smile, tonight. 

Night! night! 

:)

Mirror

It is when I feel your smile that I feel like changing my feature expressions.

It is when I feel you feel loved and cared that I feel the gorgeous beating of my healthy heart.

It is when I feel how you come up to me and ask for advice that I feel your wisdom also applies me.

It is when I feel you are in calm while sitting together that I feel I have peace and serenity within me.

It is when I feel you enjoy my hugs that I feel the gift of holding each other.
It is when I feel your excitement when we spend time together that I feel the pores of my skin become alive.

It is when I feel your sparkling eyes that I feel the magic of the thread of connection.

And it is when we are connected that I feel I am a beautiful being. (As much as you are..)

We are all beautiful beings from the moment we are born. And it is so important to appreciate it, as it is the way to connect with ourselves and the rest of the beings from the Earth. Thanks to that connection we are able to feel that we are loved and belong to them. If you want to reengage with that feeling of connection, take the time to look close and deeply into her eyes for a couple of minutes, letting your heart guide your feelings and sensations. And as a mirror, you will feel that the beauty on her eyes it will be reflected back upon you. You are she. She is you. Enjoy.

From the beautiful land of London! Have a beautiful and connected day!

:)

One day

One day I will be a mum. And when that day arrives I would love to be ready. I would love to bring the best that I have within me out. I would love to give my kids all the presents they can receive. But, in the mid time, I ask myself how I will get there. What I need, what are my priorities in life. What life means itself and what is the real meaning of having a child.

Looking around I have seen many relationships between a mum and her child during my own live. I must say that some of them have let a mark inside me because of the beauty they spread all over around. I have been able to feel the real connection between them. That kind of connection that I dream to create with everybody else. I have been able to feel the positive energy, the care, the compassion, the empathy, definitely, the love between the two of them.

Somehow some people know naturally how love can be the most grateful experience we can live. Those people have a powerful wisdom within themselves.  They act directly from their heart, leaving the mind on the side, letting their intuition and kindness be. They teach their kids unconsciously an important  and beautiful lesson: "Following your heart your life will be plenty of gorgeous experiences which fill you and others that surrounds you up every single moment. Following your heart you will become alive."
I wonder why I have lost that for a while. I wonder why my goals were once "having a good degree" , "finding a job related to it" "going on holidays" or "having the new model of a 3G mobile". I wonder why I forgot why I was here in this amazing planet and I didn´t spread as much love as I have as a priority in my daily life.

One day, I will be a mum and when this happen I would love to return to my nature. I would love to value time instead of money, people instead of staff, environment instead of clothes, beauty instead of make up, kindness instead of self- centred or disconnection, giggles instead of fears, learnings instead of beliefs, self esteem instead of drugs or alcohol, food instead of electronic devices..

One day, I will be a mum and so, the only thing I would love to do is loving myself as much as I love you.

Have a one more, nice day.

PD. Someone like you.